College decision

I have decided not to go to college anymore until I have a good reason why I want to go back. This is due to my experience with my current class I am taking

Besides, I need more time to think about things. My brain is not functioning properly and is causing my grade levels to drop. However, most dangerous of all is my emotional and physical health is in jeopardy too. 

Edit: I just read my own post and realized that my speech and grammar is failing on me. It is most likely that I am going back to my schizophrenic symptoms because it has been several months (since the beginning of the year) that have not taken the medicine for my illness. However, I am taking niacin so it is not as severe.

Anyways, I am taking environmental science for a class in college. And my professor said that we need pesticides. Unacceptable. I do agree that we do need pesticides for more food but I don't agree that we should be using them. As a person who has been consuming foods made with pesticides, my health has declined drastically. It is only when I eat organic (foods that are not made with pesticides or GMO's) that my health would return back to normal. 

When will people wake up?

I hate B's

I got a B on my History class. And these aren't really happy tears, they are sad. *crycrycry*

I wanted an A.

Of course, it was an online class and I was using google chrome to submit my essay that I wrote and tried so hard on. I thought it'd work but I totally didn't realize that it wouldn't work with google chrome cause then I found out why it didn't work. On the main page it said in red letters that you needed mozzila firefox to submit the ssays otherwise it won't be sumbitted. I DIED!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

MY LIFE IS OVER!!!!!!!!!!

WHAT AM I GONNA DO?!!!!

*CRY*

Yeah so I sent the essay to my professor through email and YOU KNOW WHAT???! HE DIDN'T EVEN LOOK AT IT! I KNOW RIGHT. COLLEGE IS HARD. TvT

I did the stupid essay for NOTHING!!!

He commented on the assignment saying that he didn't recieve it, what a b****.

Music helped a lil wahahahhaahhehehehehahahahahahahah noooooooooo ughhhh

what am i gonna do????????

whatever, WHAT I MUST DO IS PASS MY ENVIRONMENTAL CLASS WITH AT LEAST A 100 SO ILL GET AN A AT LEAST.

then after that, NO MORE FUCKING SCHOOL FOR ME.

I ONLY WANTED A LAPTOP ANYWAY(computer doesn't work like at all and totally sucks - old desktop). I ONLY WENT TO SCHOOL BECAUSE I HAD NO LAPTOP. NOW THAT I WAS GIVEN FINANCIAL AID, I FINALLY HAVE ONE.

I WILL COME BACK TO SCHOOL WHEN I WANT TO!!!!!! (never)

The Buycott App, win a free tshirt?

Got a newsletter from organic bytes today. I finally have some time to relax and check mail and found out this neat app from buycott.com.

If you're into that kind of stuff, it's a great app. I love it, when I'm using it it makes me feel like a super secret spy agent working undercover for good causes that I believe in. 

Boycott Monsanto!! 

Xoxo

Garden Studio House Idea!

So while working, gettng hungry, and then getting some vegan food to eat... I realized that I make food because I think I need food but then I don't even eat it. I just feel  comforted by the fact that I have food to eat. Well, I thought "what a waste..." If I feel less hungry/comforted by just being near so live plants, which I have these herb salad greens on my plate right now... Well, why don't I just bring an indoor plant inside and work next to it? 

Yeah, well my workplace has very little light. It will die. And I don't believe in using synthetic lights, only natural. I want the best for my plants, meaning natural and direct sunlight in its own natural environment.

So I thought of this house idea: 

House with walls but with a glass rooftop that can open and let direct sunlight in where the purpose is to be able to live/work in the house alongside with indoor plants yet giving them their natural environment. Two sides of the room's walls can be solid and the other half of the sides can be glass to allow more sunlight in.

This idea also saves land! 

House with five stories but has only one room and etc on each floor.

Example:

Floor 1: Hall

Floor x: Bathroom

Floor x: Bedroom

Floor x: Library

Floor x: Whatever

Instead of a two story house that has 5-6 rooms on the ground floor that takes up a lot of gardening space, you can have more garden with the 4-6 story! Why 4-6? Well, most people would have a room at the ground floor for easy access to whatever that room is used. I probably wouldn't be putting a bed on the ground floor (when the ground is only one room) unless I only used my home for sleeping. People/stuff/ and things would be going in and out of the ground floor a lot. 

The ground floor would also be used to move to the specific floor that they would want. However, there really is no limit to the different ways to possibly allow for transportation to specific floors. For example, instead of stairs on the inside, add stairs to the outside. You would instantly feel like you were at beach resort! 

xoxoxo!